Kame-chan

i'm sorry. i admit i'm the biggest fangirl! it's not that i hate my boy-crush to be in-love or be in a relationship, it's just that i wish they'd pick the right ones for them. i know. i'm in no position to judge whether the girl is right or not for them, but just like any fangirl, we would like to believe that we have a say on whom they choose. 

i don't deny that i'm very much affected by this whole Kame thing. curse me but as much as i wanted to understand the rumor, i just can't. i'm not saying i believe it nor implying i'm not. somehow, my brain's been twisted, turned up-side down and shook left-right but still, i'm not buying the whole fashion thing. blame the film tokyo tower. it made me really think that there's some truth behind the rumor. i hope i'm wrong. i wish the JE came out with a much better and more buyable explanation. demmit! on the other hand, i feel sorry for Kame for being the 'fave' of the media these past months. i know the boy just wanted to be happy and have someone who would love him back and i totally get it. being in the entertainment circle is really tough and there aren't much girls who would love you for just being you. but to be with someone who's almost like a mother, well it's really like a mother-son relationship already, is kind of hard for me to accept. i suppose i just live on a different part of the world where people are more, let's say, conservative. what bothers me the most is the fact that the older woman is already a lot more experienced and accomplished that i'm fearing Kame would end up hurting in the end. i don't know. i don't know what else to say. forgive me but i really just have to rant about this 'coz it's really bugging me for a long time now. 

i love Kame-chan and i want him to be happy. i hope he'll meet the right girl for him. someone who would truly love him for what he is and isn't. i'm 6 years older than him but if the rumor's true, it doesn't make me feel all better because he's all for older women. but as what i always tell my friends, i may not agree with all their decisions but it's their life, and i'm just a friend who's gonna be behind them whenever they need me. 

if Kame's "I'm sorry" meant "I'm with her" then so be it. i can't do anything but keep on supporting Kame, all the way. 



this is the very first pic of Kame that i saved on my laptop. 


i just love this pic a lot. Kame's all young and yet so grown-up. 



i love his expression in this pic. it's as if he's telling me that everything's gonna be alright and i don't have to worry about him.


My Enchanted Kingdom and Mother's Day post would have to wait.